All I want right now is to sit in a desolate place, looking beyond at the greed of humanity, and listen to music that amplifies the beauty of not what, not where, not why, but how we live. 

What occupies my mind at the moment? Human nature. When it really, really comes down to it… what are our instincts? What are our ideals? The greed of the most selfish of people. The drive of the most determined of people. What will the most power-hunger person do in order to close their porcelain fists around what they want? Control? What will we do when faced with disaster? When we are forced to bring the argument down to the most simple of questions: This or that? This vs. That. Them against us. Us against them. I am intrigued by the most repulsive of things. Is it shameful to find the most beauty in the most horrific of events? The panic? The strength and bravery? 

Things are too calm for me. I need chaos. I need chaos to truly appreciate the silence